Still waiting...

So I'm 36 weeks and going nuts! Part of my wishes I would've had the baby when I was in the hospital for that long weekend. Since then I've just been so uncomfortable and having contractions quit often. My midwife just keeps saying she's happy I keep adding on more weeks. I can deliver here in Moses Lake now too so I guess that's a good thing since I DO NOT want to be airlifted ever again!! That was freakin' scary...so all we do is wait...and wait...and she's huge. I can feel her all the time. She is head down and ready to go. I would like to have her before January since all I hear from everyone is how big I am and I just hate it! Of course I'm huge I had just barely had a baby 5 months before I got pregnant again! And do you really think I lost all of that pregnancy weight? HECK NO...so yeah I want to get really fit this time and we're probably going to wait 3 years to have another. Can't wait for Christmas!!